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Pic cr. to pinterest Wah... it's been a while. Lagi-lagi, di tahun ini belum bisa menepati janji kepada diri sendiri untuk menulis dengan lebih konsisten. But anyway, dalam rentang waktu beberapa bulan kebelakang banyak hal yang terjadi dalam hidup aku, yang membuatku nggak pernah berhenti melangitkan syukur karena menyadari betapa baiknya Allah SWT kepadaku. Sore ini, aku sedang duduk di kamar kosan, setelah hampir seharian berkutat dengan pekerjaan baruku di kantor, di hari weekend,  dan aku merasa perlu untuk membagikan segala hal yang sedang memenuhi pikiranku. Iya, akhirnya setelah beberapa bulan aku beristirahat dari hiruk pikuk pekerjaan, kini aku kembali menjadi karyawan di salah satu perusahaan yang nggak pernah aku sangka akan menjadi tempat perjalanan karierku berikutnya. Terdengar mustahil pada awalnya, tetapi begitu lah adanya. Yang terlihat mustahil di mata manusia, nggak pernah mustahil untuk Allah SWT. Aku pun merasakan segala kasih sayang Allah padaku sampai hari i...
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(ENG) Black, White, and Everything in Between

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So, hello fellas!

It’s been too long—like, too long—since I last wrote here.
Back in early 2022, I promised myself I’d keep writing on Circa Eos, telling you thousands of stories about what I’ve been through this year… but well, it ended up as nothing. Deep inside, I feel guilty for that. I’m sorry.

2022.
One of the most colorful years of my life—or at least that’s what I thought.
But if I had to be honest, it was actually all about Black and White.
No other colors existed for me that year, not even grey. Just Black and White, over and over again.
Still, I call it colorful, because maybe that’s the only kind of color I was allowed to know in 2022.

When people asked me to do a 2022 rewind, I didn’t really know what to say. Looking back, it wasn’t like I was that busy, but I wasn’t idle either.
Countless Malang–Surabaya trips could tell how many days I spent discovering little new things along the way.
And honestly, 2022 held so many stories I could’ve shared here, but I didn’t.
I chose to keep them all to myself—in my tiny ant-sized memory, though if you look closely, maybe there’s a whole ant colony living in there, along with all their food and chaos.

Well, I’m sorry, this is supposed to be my first writing of 2023 and somehow I ended up talking about ants. Hahaha.

I don’t know where to start.
The point is—I just want to welcome everyone into this new year, and to congratulate all of you for surviving 2022 so well. The ups and downs, the smiles and tears, the hellos and goodbyes, the stays and leaves—whatever you name it, you did it. You really did.

This post will be a little intro to the stories I’ll share here again soon, though I won’t promise anything this time. Because I’ve learned that as human beings, we don’t really have control over everything. So yes, I just want to let you know—I’m still alive, still writing, and still here to tell the most random things like:
why it rains when the weather app says it won’t,
why I drink coffee even when there’s no reason to stay up,
or why Lee Jeno still looks handsome even in 144p quality.

Whatever it is, I’ll keep writing.
Circa Eos will stay alive—until the day I have kids and grandkids, maybe.

Well said. Aamiin.

And most importantly—see you in 2023.
Not as the best version of myself, but as a healthier, happier, and more peaceful one.
Nothing fancy. Just those three things are enough for me.

Byeeee 💫

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