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Pic cr. to pinterest Wah... it's been a while. Lagi-lagi, di tahun ini belum bisa menepati janji kepada diri sendiri untuk menulis dengan lebih konsisten. But anyway, dalam rentang waktu beberapa bulan kebelakang banyak hal yang terjadi dalam hidup aku, yang membuatku nggak pernah berhenti melangitkan syukur karena menyadari betapa baiknya Allah SWT kepadaku. Sore ini, aku sedang duduk di kamar kosan, setelah hampir seharian berkutat dengan pekerjaan baruku di kantor, di hari weekend,  dan aku merasa perlu untuk membagikan segala hal yang sedang memenuhi pikiranku. Iya, akhirnya setelah beberapa bulan aku beristirahat dari hiruk pikuk pekerjaan, kini aku kembali menjadi karyawan di salah satu perusahaan yang nggak pernah aku sangka akan menjadi tempat perjalanan karierku berikutnya. Terdengar mustahil pada awalnya, tetapi begitu lah adanya. Yang terlihat mustahil di mata manusia, nggak pernah mustahil untuk Allah SWT. Aku pun merasakan segala kasih sayang Allah padaku sampai hari i...
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(ENG) Probably Just Me Being Tired (and Lazy)

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Maybe this post is more like a TMI about me lately.
I don’t know if this is something I really need to fix before finals come around, but honestly, I think I’ve had this “disease” since my freshman year.

What disease, you ask?

Laziness.

I swear, it’s like my body has a built-in magnet that stops me from doing anything. I just want to scroll on Twitter, watch YouTube, fangirl, write my stories on Wattpad, on Medium too, post stuff on my blog… basically do anything but college-related things.
Maybe I’m just burned out with the same daily routine.
Monday to Thursday always feels like a roller coaster — sometimes I’m happy, sometimes I’m annoyed because one lecture can ruin my whole mood for the rest of the week. But it’s not a big deal, I guess. It’s just a bad day, not a bad life. Everything passes eventually, right?

The worst part (well, not really worst, just... ugh) is, because I’m so fed up with everything, I’ve become super careless.
I used to always check the campus site for assignments, but last Thursday night, I didn’t. I thought, “nah, nothing due this week anyway.”
And guess what?
There was an assignment due Friday at 4 p.m.
I found out right after 4.
Astaghfirullah.

So yeah… my mood completely crashed.
My lecturer didn’t even reply to my message, which made it worse.

Starting this week, I actually have a new schedule.
I got a new private student every Saturday and Sunday morning at 8 a.m.
So yeah, my weekends are for work.
Well—“work,” but not the hard-labor kind. More like part-time teaching, since I also tutor a few kids in the afternoons.
Why do I still do it even though my uni schedule’s already packed?
I don’t know… maybe because it’s okay?
As long as I can handle it and it helps others, then why not?

Honestly, I don’t even know what I’m writing at this point.
I’m just bored. Lazy. Not in the mood to do anything.
My mom said the cure is simple: istighfar more often.
And yeah… she’s probably right. HAHAHA.

This might be the most pointless post from CIRCA EOS in 2021.

Thank you so much for still reading my ramblings, even when they’re getting more and more random.
Ugh seriously, my brain’s fried—I can’t think of anything to write.

Stay healthy and happy, my dear CIEOs 💛
Yup, that’s official now! You guys have a name!! 😎

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